Panzii has a remarkable collection of almost impossibly elegant lingerie. I didn’t have a chance to write her up earlier this week, when she was wearing fairy butterfly wings with her high end undies. But I’ll share a couple pics of it now. Tonight, Panzii has special guest Bubbles (or possibly AllAboutBubbles one word, but I think just Bubbles) who is in fact bubbly and fun and looks super cute in a corset. I think I want to go lingerie shopping with Panzii. Anyway, as always, Panzii‘s shows are definitely out of the ordinary. It is hard to explain, but she is a flavor for a sophisticated palate. You just kind of have to check her out for yourself.
Name: Panzii
Gender: Female
Body Type: Slim/Petite
Ethnicity: Asian
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Brown
Weight: 92 pounds
Height: 65 inches
Age: 23
Country: United States
Sexual Preference: Bisexual
Marital Status: Single
Occupation/Major: Photography
School/College: Graduated with a Fine Arts degree in PhotographyMy Bio
Listen to a recorded introduction!
My sexuality represents a core aspect, perhaps the core aspect, of my identity. Because this digital space is the realm in which I can express my sexuality most freely, I view my chatroom as my home on the internet. As a child, my home was quite different in terms of freedom, creative expression, and so called family values. Coming from a conservative household, I learned that female sexual expression was something that should be caged and suppressed.
My story begins as one of seeking out and embracing seduction as a personal source of power. Seduction similarly to money, is a taboo in this culture and is thought to be negative. Both money and seduction in itself is not negative. However, they are a power source that holds the potential to be positive or negative, dependent significantly upon the person wielding it. Suddenly faced with unfamiliar financial burdens in my Sophmore year in college and unwilling to relinquish a newfound sense of independence, I began a novice career as a camgirl. Nearly immediately, I was able to contextualize myself within the field of sex-work, aware of the sociocultural stigma associated with my work but unwilling to burden myself by it. Just as art had always been a crucial form of communication and self-expression, seduction emerged as a relatively newfound, and yet still overwhelmingly powerful, channel for defining and conveying my identity as a woman. Through webcam work, my grossly disempowering fear of losing my independence was transformed to a conversely empowering sense that I had found my life’s work.
Seduction is art, and art is seduction. My initial experience on a cam site was one in which I was thrown to the proverbial wolves and charged to defend myself, and defend myself I did. While I was affected by derogatory remarks and the socially supported stigma associated with what I was doing, I was more affected and shaped by my ability to not only heal these wounds but become fueled by them. In the three years since I began my work as a camgirl, I have found what works for me and what does not, what empowers me and what robs me of my power.
Emerging as most integral to my work has been forging connections between creative expression and sex-work; this, to me, is my truest path. In using aerial silks, creative lighting, and still photography, I am able to combine seduction with creativity and, more saliently, use what I know to help others and inspire other women in my field to feel empowered to express themselves. In embracing vulnerability as not necessarily an antonym to empowerment, I have found that my most important life’s role, thus far, is to charge myself to honor my own truths, seek out my own power sources, embrace the meaningful connection between sexuality and creativity, and how figuring out how this can affect others positively. I have fostered my success now with my friends in my room, as a graduate of a Fine Arts University, prosperous cam-girl, woman strong in her powers of seduction and a loyalty and compassion for others. After all, life is too short to live under other’s negative expectations. Before we can care about others, which includes respect, compassion, empathy and kindness, we need to be grateful and happy to be exactly who we are.
Respect my limits
Just because I am a camgirl does not make me your slave. If you ask something in which my answer to you is “no”, or I seem to not want to answer you, don’t press the issue or try to pressure me to do anything I am unwilling to do.
Be Respectful.
Just try to remember all the things Mommy taught you; ask rather than demanding, and say “thank you” at the end. Unfortunately, some members try to intimidate, manipulate, demand, pressure, harass, or harm me from time to time. These behaviours are unacceptable and disrespectful, and you will be banned! Just apply common sense and common courtesy and treat a cam girl as you would treat any other woman and you can’t go very wrong. You’ll be the kind of guy a cam girl would like to see rather than the kind we dread, and you’ll find your experience is much more rewarding and fulfilling because of it.
Don’t ask rude, stupid, pointless or prying questions, or those to which you don’t really want to know the answer.
Don’t ask overly personal questions that make me feel uncomfortable and cause me to wonder if you’re a creepy stalker. If I do not answer you, do not take it personally, and simply be respectful and understanding of my privacy.
Don’t try to bargain with me.
Do not try to bargain with me or complain about my prices for my art, merchandise, or shows. Cam girls don’t just find this annoying – they find it personally insulting. You may not mean it that way but when you try to bargain, what I hear is, “You’re not worth what you think you’re worth.” This will probably start us off on the wrong foot right away. If the prices I have set are outside your range, just say “No, thank you” and move on.
Assumptions
Many people talk as if intimacy (in a broader sense) and the exchange of money belong separately and if mixed would contaminate each other. Now, if you think about it for a minute, this is awfully peculiar assumption. Buying a pet doesn’t prevent one from loving the pet. Being paid to teach doesn’t prevent a teacher from building an emotional connection to their students and to teaching alike. After all, you pay your doctor, or your therapists, or other professionals who provide very personal intimate services, and you don’t assume that they don’t care about you just because you “have to pay for it”. I can’t think of any industry in which people whom respect and value their jobs despise their supporters. So I’d like to put that assumption to rest right now.
I’m here to have a good time. You’re here to have a good time and I want you to have a good time. So relax, and have one.
